I miss her

Maybe it's because I've been having to find new doctors in this area, and you always have to give medical histories.  Maybe it's because we've had close friends up to visit who I feel comfortable enough to be open and vulnerable with.  Maybe it's because last week Ashlyn came into my room in tears after singing on the karaoke machine with her friends because a song that played was about a girl missing her grandfather who had passed away and she said it made her think of her Nana.  Maybe it's because we are going to visit my dad soon and things don't seem quite right going to visit him without her being there.  Maybe it's because the girls pulled out our wedding video a couple of weeks ago and wanted to watch it which of course included many pictures of her. 

Or maybe it's just because I miss the normal, everyday things.  I miss talking to her on the phone...simply hearing her voice would put my heart at ease.  She always had the right words, even when they were hard to hear.  And more often than not, it was just her sitting by my side without any words at all.  I miss hearing her laugh.  I miss my girls not getting to spend time with her...going back-to-school shopping or making milkshakes or doing some craft.  I truly miss them not just getting to know her.  I miss getting to come home and the normal pampering that any 34 yr old daughter would still receive simply for being one's daughter.  I miss the feel of holding her hand.  I miss calling and asking a question about how to cook something.  I miss her burning rolls in the oven and then laughing that she did it again!  I miss her talking loudly to the TV over some sporting event and then falling asleep in "her" chair cheering on the San Antonio Spurs or the Horned Frogs football team.

I miss my mom.  I miss being known and loved so very well.  I miss the deep, deep friendship that we had.  There have been more tears lately as I miss all the she was in my life, but those tears also have hope mingled in their midst.  I do not grieve like one "with no hope.  For since we believe that Jesus died and was raised to life again, we also believe that when Jesus returns, God will bring back with him the believers who have died...Then, together with them, we who are still alive and remain on earth will be caught up in the clouds to meet the Lord in the air.  Then will will be with the Lord forever."  I Thes. 4:13-14, 17   These years apart will seem like a blink of an eye.  And once again, I'll hear that great laugh, feel that hand in mine, and feel even more at home than ever before because we both truly will be Home, with the Savior himself.  I can't imagine anything sweeter.

Hotel de Mills

We have been looking forward to July for several months now.  Our house has been full of dear friends and it has made our hearts so full!  First up, the beloved Aunt Jen.  She came up for July 4th weekend so got to see the girls in their bike parade and of course celebrate our Independence Day in style with fireworks, homemade ice cream, and a little R&R.  It was fantabulous!

Jen....we love you so!

The following weekend we were looking forward to our wonderful friends, the Fustons, coming in but poor Tenley got a stomach bug and we are now hoping for a rain check this fall.  Our disappointment was short-lived because the following weekend our close friends, the Stehrs headed up to visit!

These girls are so much fun together...honestly, we rarely saw them when we were at the house because they just went from one room to the next playing together.  It is such a sweet friendship they share!  The above pic is at Fayetteville's Farmers Market.

We squeezed in swimming and the drive-in movie...lots of conversations (one bw Audrey and I that still makes us laugh) and lots of laughter.  This family is one that makes you just want to love the Lord and love those around you better.  We are so blessed to call you friends!

And you may think that's it but it isn't.  Our good friends, and Ashlyn's best friend, the Phillips family got to come up this weekend.  The kids were up super late, and it's been awhile since I've been up until 1 (please no old lady comments), but we enjoyed every minute of it.

I so miss having Avery around on a regular basis for our Ashlyn.  They share a friendship that will stand the test of time...but wish we could zip over to their house in under 2 minutes like we used to.

We decided to do the Arkansas thing and be "outdoorsie."  It was beautiful, but boy was it hot.  You can't tell how profusely we were sweating in this pic.  Yet, hot or cold, rain or shine, we love this family, and we're so glad they came!



It's no secret...

I love summer!  I mean, I really loooove summer!  Always have.  Always will. 

Why, you ask?

1.  As a mom, I love having more time with my girls!

2.  I'll take 100 degree heat over 40 degree cold any day! (and yes, 40 is cold)

3.  I love tanned faces.  Here are some of my favorites:

4.  Can I get an "amen, hallelujah!" to not having to get up and get going by 7:30 in the morning?

5. I love that it's sunny almost all of the time.

6.  I adore that it stays light later into the night.

7.  Extra play time with extra fun friends does my heart good.  Here's one night that made my heart full:

8.  I truly enjoy being at the pool...kinda wish we could do it all year 'round!

9.  Walks at 8:30pm

10.  Fresh corn on the cob...even better, eating fresh corn on the cob outside for dinner.

And there you have it, my top 10 reasons for the night.  (Okay, and an extra one just for fun...wearing flip flops every. single. day.)